June 13th, 2009Muaks!

Studying.. Studying… This week defines all. Pressure and stress starts building up. Then my darling, came in with…. MANGOESTEEN!!!! My favorite! I tell u, he can be so sweet, then i could die of diabetic. Hahaha. Jst a metaphor.

This lyrics by Cascada, everytime we touch keeps play in my head round and round again.

‘Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can’t you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
‘Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can’t you hear my heart beat so,
I can’t let you go
Want you in my life

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times, we’ve been through them all
You make me rise when I fall

Okay, gotta go back to my books… ops… here comes the lyrics in my head again… byezzzz….

June 12th, 2009Pretentious Girls…

Tik… tak. tik… tak. tik… tak. The ticking sound of my clock while I study my Algorithm & Data Structures at 2am in the morning.

Suddenly, a concern friend message me in msn asking if I’m ok. She must be curious about the angry statuses I’ve had in the pass couple of days on Facebook and MSN.

To all who wondered, what I’m about to write is what happen in the past couple of days. I’m “kinda” in an argument with a girl I know, and (unfortunately) someone I stay with before.

Note: Pardon me for the language I’m about to use, as it ain’t pretty.

She has always been a bitch since college days. There are cases where she back stabbed a lecturer which resulted in force resignation of that lecturer the worst thing is, she acts innocent! she rather hang out with guys rather than girls, flirty, etc.

It all started when I came across her blog where she post about things she bought from shopping spree. She wrote in her post:

“I realized I’ve been very depressed lately, and I just couldn’t hold back my tears anymore. Silently, I cried… the more I think, the more tears running down my cheeks. Thanks my boi for being there when I needed a shoulder to cry on. To cheer this little princess up, he decided to take her out for a little shopping, since everywhere is having mid-season sales now. Myer is the one which has the biggest stocktake sale going on in Australia. So, here is a list of items I’ve got for myself:”

Reading this, with good intentions this is exactly what I wrote:

” Hey Chris, how r u doing? In ur post u wrote, u mentioned that u were feeling depressed. How come? Maybe u could try to talk to girlfriends or close friends to cheer urself up. It’s way better than to go on shopping sprees whenever u feel down. In some cases, buying something u don’t really need.

Btw, how’s ur friends at bamboo? Seldom see u post any outings or gathering which u used to. Are u still working there? (One of the reason I ask this is because her birthday, her bf, and alex’s b’day falls on the same month n only the 3 of them celebrate all 3 b’days. She usually would invite friends over on her b’days. So i was asking out of concern) Anyway, take care of urself and cheer up. *huggies* “

SHE FREAKIN’ HELL DELETED THAT COMMENT MAN!!!

There were 4 comments before my comment but only mine got deleted. Angered, I post another comment: “eh? I leave a comment here before. How come it’s deleted?”

Guess what she answered? — “Hmm? No idea…”

That freakin’ 2 headed snake lor! It’s history repeating itself again.

So, this embarks the start of war between us:

HoneYBuNNY: What’s the purpose of having blog comments when u’ll only delete comments later? Lock ur friggin’ DAMN blog comments !!!

Christina: Funny people being funny as usual.

HoneYBuNNY: Some girls are simply blood sucking mosquitoes; yet they protect their dignity by claiming they EARN it! Muahaha. What a joke!

Christina: I don’t know when did I step on a dog’s tail and it keeps barking at me ~.~ how pathetic

HoneYBuNNY: With a hypocrite character, you wouldn’t know when u offend people. Btw, I think barking is not as bad as BLOOD SUCKING!

HoneYBuNNY: Hypocrites will never know the meaning of TRUE FRIENDSHIP…

Christina: Fake people will always remain fake. May God Bless u. (Using God’s name in vain.)

Christina: Life is not about comparing yourself or b*tching about people… “Grow up, get a life!”

Christina: just that someone started to bug my life n telling me what i should do n what i should not do… sigh

Christina: It creeps me out when ppl start “caring” so much about my life, every single dime I spent… *shivers* (Pretending again. shivering, konon)

Stacy Koay doesn’t think there’s anything wrong with spending UR OWN money. N don’t try 2 act innocent when u’re not. I just really can’t stand pretentious double headed snakes that does something and doesn’t admit.

Finally, I wrote: “I should stop being childish.My last msg 2 pretendious ppl: Maybe I should let bitches remain bitches & sluts remain sluts. Period.”

Note: I might miss out some of her points.

It’s a waste of time to argue with this kinda low class, kampung kinda thinking, immature, hypocrite girl. You should see her when she’s acting gedik.

And please don’t tell me this might all be a miss understanding as comments in her blog are auto-approved. And even if my comment so happen accidentally deleted, how come other comments before and after my comments exist?? Who are u trying to kid?

Another evidence is that: A friend of mine happen to see my comment before she deleted it, surprised to see me unexpectedly left comment in her blog.

The only thing in the near future I could think of is, keep a distance from this kinda person as you will never know when she’ll back stab you and pretend as if nothing has ever happen.

Note: People who’s about to leave comments, my comments are moderated and not auto-approved. But I wouldn’t be so cheap as to delete comments like some people….

Who ever once said that Valentine’s Day is a gimmick to make guys  spend money? Does February 14th of every year mean that every guy with girlfriends has to dig a hole in their pockets?

Weeks before valentine’s day, we’ve decided to spend it back in Penang, Malaysia since we’re going back soon. (Oh, and because the present I planned to get him, couldn’t make it in time. LOL!) We planned to go Eden, The Ship for our valentine’s day celebration in April. So, I really didn’t expect anything. Honest! Well, as the old saying goes, make everyday valentine’s day. Into one year relationship with him, everyday really IS valentine’s day. Oh well, at least February 14th should be a little more ‘extraordinary’ than normal days.

He made an appointment with the hairdresser days before Feb 14th so I thought he didn’t have anything planned that day. I asked should we buy some steak to have for dinner? He said, it’s too expensive since we’re saving up money for my tuition. So I thought we’re celebrating it in Penang. Okay lah, I at least wanted this day to be a little different than an ordinary day. So, I was disappointed la.

When I woke up early in the morning, it was raining heavily. KP said, let’s go out for breakfast! I was like “What? In this weather?” Yea. So we went to grab some Mc’Donald breakfast and he took me to a park where I’ve always wanted to go picnic. He said, “Sorry darling, I planned for us to have picnic here, but it’s raining.”  So we both sat in the car, with rain as heavy as can be, having our breakfast. Although we can’t have breakfast as he planned, it was beautiful enough to have breakfast in the rain, in the beautiful park.

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Rain drops on my side of the window

As we woke up very early (used to it due to our working time), I felt like taking a nap around noon. This is after we came back from the hair dresser la. With a kiss on my forehead, we both fell asleep, me in his arms which is the safest place in the world.  When I woke up 2 hrs later, he was already awake. He pretend to ask me to get something from my room, and to my surprise, this is what I saw on my cupboard:

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Can u see the messages ???


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A zoomed in picture of ONE of the message….


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… and another message…

Open up the cupboard:

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What is that sitting on top of my jewelery box???

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A sweet message from him…

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It’s a USB heart shaped pendant with necklace which I saw in a magazine which I CASUALLY say that it’s pretty. He remembered! I myself have forgotten about it. He said he bought it about a month ago…

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Awww… isn’t he sweet???

Think that valentine’s surprises ends here? Think again. Around evening, he told me to stay in my room as he wanted to prepare dinner. He cooked us both a scrumptious meal for 2 which looks like this:

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He made steak, mashed potatoes, and seafood salad.

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…Yummies in his room…

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Yes, it’s candle light diner in his room. But I am equally as happy as having candle light dinner in some high class restaurant which you gotta pay ten times more during valentine’s day.

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Can you not feel the sweet-ness in your heart just by gazing into the light?


We had a romantic dinner in his room. With wine, candles and kisses.

Okay, enough surprises for a day. It was more than I could handle. Getting ready for bed, another surprise awaits….

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A box of chocolates, 2 glasses of wine… before bed time

Spending the 2nd valentine’s day with him, he is still full of surprises. Thanks, darling. For making me the happiest girl ever. Being loved is one of the greatest feeling a girl could ever experience. Smiles all over even when I’m asleep (Duh, can i not smile ? ). Still think that the more expensive your gift is, the more happier she’ll be? We’re merely students, and I’m as happy as can be. Think that I’m easy to please? Ask any girl to read this, and ask them what they think. It’s not about how much the gifts are, it’s the thought and effort that counts! Well, of course, still, there’s a certain amount of money involved ;-p

What is that I hear? Valentine’s day has passed for almost a month now, why am I bringing all of this up? Jeng, jeng jeng… Because… this…

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just turned up on my doorstep yesterday requesting me to sign for it! Okay, you can guess by now, that my favorite color is pink, which is why during my college days, Alex given me the nickname: Pinky Koay. No, don’t get me wrong. I’m not close to the guys at that time… just classmates la. He gave me this nickname coz my clothes is mostly in pink.

You guys must be thinking: Ceh.. all girls oso like pink. Not the same ok? Pink got different pink wan. Got hot pink, got the geli pink, got baby pink… etc… And my darling took the trouble to look around for the perfect MY pink keyboard for me. And not simply anyhow mix mix color keyboard… The chio-est my favourite pink color with alot of functions on top wan k?

This is supposedly to be my another surprise valentine’s day present. But due to trouble and difficulties in shipment, it arrived yesterday. I was still surprise nevertheless. And happy! Extremely happy that my eyes were wet. *blush*  Nothing beats the feeling of being loved and treasured. So, thinking this matter is worth blogging, So, here it is! Below are more pictures of my latest “surprise” just to make your mouth water laaaa…

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Still in the packaging. But a closer look.

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A closer look at the package. Got stamp that says original ‘Sanrio’ brand wan ok? Doesn’t matter oso, coz I love it so so so much!

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Without packaging. I know it looks like it, but it doesn’t feel cheap or low quality wan okay? When you type, it’s very soft touch and silent wan. Was using Logitech keyboard before this, and this is way much better… in terms of functions and quality la. In terms of looks, no need to say redi, this one win anytime!

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One more last look… yipee~!

At last, this is how my desk looks now:

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Haha..  Even the pink pen is bought by my darling.

November 3rd, 2008Exam Week

*yawnnn…*

Woke up at 4am to pee today. Not knowing why I couldn’t fall back to sleep, I obediently woke up to do some revision. It’s exam week. I guess I was being anxious about not completing my study plan. (Been lazy and watching dramas… haha)

Logged into my comp, I start my day with reading emails, checking out facebook, etc. Really, I must admit, FB brought me closer to a lot of long lost friends. Some, I haven’t seen since high school, and man! I couldn’t believe my eyes. I’ve left high school for about 6 yrs now and I realized that 6 yrs really does a lot of difference. Some friends I couldn’t recognize!

You know when we’re kids or teenagers and we have a group of friends and several best friends and how we vowed to stay best friends forever? Hahaha… it happens so some, but not all. Sure, I do still keep in touch with a few friends from high school. (One of them is my best friend) But with everyone from high school all scattered across the globe, it’s hard to have reunions of all high school friends not to mention organizing one! Taking a walk down memory lane is sure to bring a smile to your face. Thinking of all the silly things we’ve done, the mistakes we made, the things we say…

Especially girls, we need girlfriends no matter what. Sure, we’ll not be as close as we use to be when life circumstances separates us from our best friends, but still keep in touch, even once in a while. Coz’ you’ll never know when they need u or when u need them.

Okay, I’m babbling already. Better dive back into my Operating System books now. Although I stressed, I’m beginning to find interest in blogging. Well, not as good as pro-bloggers like kennysia or xiaxue, but hey, writing down what I feel here is also a way of expressing myself to the world. Haha!

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Me in the library.

Look what am I doing when I should be studying!


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